Brotha, my brotha
Yet you don't see
why I cry! and scream!
for you to listen (inside my head)
Head hurting and throat sore..
(but ain't said a damn word)

Quietly I complain about 
buried episodes of intentions
gone awry
Mind can't erase..
Swearing to myself 
through time and space
I can see you drawing to the ways
of men in past days

Brotha, my brotha
Although I love 
wonder why, Appreciation
is scarce to find
Us left behind
while I waddled
behind your detour

So, Brotha my brotha
Now while I school myself
and OUR CHILD
with the help from you
Maybe I can find happiness 
with two


I want it to be as it was in the garden
I've been given to you, as you unto me
I want out flesh to be the same
and to share the same last name
As we layed clothed in a pool of heavenly light
atop a bed of leaves
I want it to feel like we are creating The First Child
Godly love, I will never disobey
and because the serpent lies 
You and I will exist how The Father wished 
and never die


I want it
You know I do
all the hurt and 
misunderstandings
won't stop my love for you

But you know what HE says
in that book collecting dust
We..must..not..do..this
dare we burn for tasting lust

All these years we've payed no mind
even relished the forbidden
But in the carnal person's mind
HE sees what is kept "hidden"

You think that I don't want you
'cause when you touch 
I walk away
That thang is calling me too
but my self control won't sway

So once again we're here alone
and I see you get that look
So I risk dust in your hair
and I hit you with THE BOOK!


Lord keep my soul, deliver me, 
and let me not be ashamed
For all my trust have I put in thee 
and all worship in your Holy name
Unto you will I cry, "Oh Lord my rock,
be not silent to me"
Remember me as I am here
upon my bended knee

Have thine way in this gift of life
that you have given to me
And camp your angels round about
for divine security

Lord search my heart, remove from me
what should not be there
Remember those departed from you
who are lost and in despair

Bestow upon me grace that I
may give unselfishly
That they may see the light of you
brilliantly through me

My prayer to you if only this..
is here my every prayer
That were you are, high in the clouds
I will too be there